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my day (2 20 23)
Feb. 20th, 2023 09:23 pm hi friends. today i got nothing done and a lot done
yesterday was a bad day but today was better. i ate something for the first time in a while so that was good. i slept too. i also am replaying fe4 with the new patch (or like... not the oldest project naga patch known to man where the endings are garbled etc etc). the names are weird and i honestly thought man's name was chulainn? is it not chulainn? it's h... i forgot his name. but the guy. it only reminded me how much i love ltc and how much i love optimizing stuff. arena grinded the hell out of everyone and i'm going to play chapter 5 and on and on tomorrow. i'm very excited! none of my pairings have axe users though which is a problem because i did not pair lex. alas... oh well!!!! :P
i also cleaned out my gdocs. i accidentally deleted a fic i didn't want to delete but it's fine really because it was bad and not good and i should just start over. honestly i only post on ao3 because i write for myself but then i delete it... and then i'm like. oopsies! where'd it go! teehee.
someone is procrastinating very muchly on the thing... and it irks me a little bc i don't want to write to get ahead of myself. idk their thoughts on what i want to do but honestly? do not care because i'm being me and that is what fic is all about!
but i should apologize to the fe tag again for the horrors i will commit. i go through very long periods of writing for fe (like 2 years at a time) but hopefully it will not be as long as the last bout because all of the fics i wrote were bad and not good. well some of them were kinda cute but some of them i clearly showed i was an immature idiot trying to write grownup things. now that it is several years later and i am a grownup and more mature i think i can tackle them more effectively. except that one fic with valter that one is never going to see the light of day again (it is still up and posted no you will not get the user attached to that account but it's not hard to find)
ummm. i hope you are doing well viewer-chansantamakunsama :3c speaking of i'd like to write another len fic. but i probably won't. i also want to write for xenosaga but i have no good ideas. my xenosaga friend is off being sucessful and thriving and i live for it! but it's demotivating to have nobody to chat with about :P but i'll come back to my xeno ideas eventually probably
bye bye
yesterday was a bad day but today was better. i ate something for the first time in a while so that was good. i slept too. i also am replaying fe4 with the new patch (or like... not the oldest project naga patch known to man where the endings are garbled etc etc). the names are weird and i honestly thought man's name was chulainn? is it not chulainn? it's h... i forgot his name. but the guy. it only reminded me how much i love ltc and how much i love optimizing stuff. arena grinded the hell out of everyone and i'm going to play chapter 5 and on and on tomorrow. i'm very excited! none of my pairings have axe users though which is a problem because i did not pair lex. alas... oh well!!!! :P
i also cleaned out my gdocs. i accidentally deleted a fic i didn't want to delete but it's fine really because it was bad and not good and i should just start over. honestly i only post on ao3 because i write for myself but then i delete it... and then i'm like. oopsies! where'd it go! teehee.
someone is procrastinating very muchly on the thing... and it irks me a little bc i don't want to write to get ahead of myself. idk their thoughts on what i want to do but honestly? do not care because i'm being me and that is what fic is all about!
but i should apologize to the fe tag again for the horrors i will commit. i go through very long periods of writing for fe (like 2 years at a time) but hopefully it will not be as long as the last bout because all of the fics i wrote were bad and not good. well some of them were kinda cute but some of them i clearly showed i was an immature idiot trying to write grownup things. now that it is several years later and i am a grownup and more mature i think i can tackle them more effectively. except that one fic with valter that one is never going to see the light of day again (it is still up and posted no you will not get the user attached to that account but it's not hard to find)
ummm. i hope you are doing well viewer-chansantamakunsama :3c speaking of i'd like to write another len fic. but i probably won't. i also want to write for xenosaga but i have no good ideas. my xenosaga friend is off being sucessful and thriving and i live for it! but it's demotivating to have nobody to chat with about :P but i'll come back to my xeno ideas eventually probably
bye bye
